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Rockin Hard Number of posts : 89 Registration date : 2008-07-19

if i feel sad, got more ppl sad then me,,i rmb my 1 of friend, he born on so bad d family his mom r the second wife of his father, he dun hv c his father b4, v school gather til form 5 tht was a year big chger n endless of him.

he so nice, dun hv smoke, ponteng, or any bad things, he got a gf, tht was he 1st love, when v finish our form 5, his gf taking KL college, but he taking Gov college, 1 of day when he go his gf college wan gv her suprise, when he saw is ,he gf get out of 1 guy d car, and tht guy kiss his gf...

he very cooldown, and walk front, ask his gf who is tis guy? his gf dun hv say anything n juz walk in apartment. he know anythngs e chg...tht was 1st impact

when he fall down of love, he got call from his grandmother, about his mother r pass cos accident of car. tht was second impact.

i rmb tht time, he call me n tell me everythings, he was crying til beside me d ppl can hear it...he cry on his gov hostel there.

i call him bck my kampong there, cos my friend marry invite all of old friend. his x gf oso got come. tht day v finish tht party i say must wan him join us to play til morning but he
say his grandmother wan his do something. then i say i go wit him, he dun wan. i rmb he say will bck soon.

til morning i haven find him, i go his house n find him take breakfest. his grandmother say yesterday he dun hv bck til now.

tht i scare was happen, v all found his motor at briage there, he endless life at river there,
his motor leave the letter.

it write "sorry tht i lie u i will join u all. when i try control my emotion when my mom pass and i break wit "HER"....but i cant. When i join ur all i feel happy i thk i can pass tis situation...i lie myself, when i alone i keep thinking bck all things how should i do? i cant hold it aldy....tht was my final choose. sorry tht my all friend.

polis find he body on other village. i fall down few month. when c his letter. i cant do anythings to him.

i agreed with tonic : 如你说这一切都是所谓的缘分，而结合到到老，倒不如说人与人相处的技巧。

bcos if u all notice, there r realy many ppl ard dis world, but for most of d couple, they r close to ea others, i mean malaysian owaz marry malaysian n they r owaz frienz, colleage o partner. so u c, it seems to b like fate brings them together at 1st, but i think d way u handle all d relationship r d most important.

many ppl said, a few yrs after marriage, mostly love is gone, wat u left, r ur patience to carry on all dis as d story of cinderella n price: "after dat, they lead a happy life forever" is rarely found now.

to me, dis all r d step of growing up....

honestly a few yrs ago, i was stil very childish, i din realy notice dis world is not perfect. previously i realy think so as my academic and coco activities not bad, i hv many gud frienz, and my family is not poor until my grandpa passed away.....

1 month after, my best friend's grandpa oso passed away....

in 1 yr time, 3 of my frienz's dad passed away..........

i rmb 1 dat gave me realy deep impact. dat yr, 12nd dec, v all gather in 1 frienz house to celebrate his bday party at night. sum of them went to sing karaoke 1st as d bday guy hv free ticket but its not enuf for all, den v all gather at my best frienz's house play game n hv fun 1st during d daytime.

den v keep waiting, they stil din come back, v call them oso no ppl pick up d phone den v very worry. until 11pm, all of them come back expect 1 person, den dat bday guy starts crying n said, in d half way they sing, 1 of my frienz receive a call, said his father in hospital now due to heart attack, den they immediately rush to d hospital but its too late d...

dat bday guy very guilty, as v all 1st time face wif death...to him, its like if he dun hv d party n never ask them to go karaoke, den dis all wouldnt happen........

n many things happened after dat oso, so i start to realise, even my own parent can go just like dat anytime. so start from dat time, i do anything oso quite serious, as u dun no wat will happen to u in d next sec.

so to me, dis all r d process of growing up, if dis all never happen, i m 21 yrs old d, but i would stil act like a child......

don post so sad d thing at here la....see jor aslo wan cry jor..haizz..

nvm, u cry den sue can sek sek u gg

Rockin Hard Number of posts : 89 Registration date : 2008-07-19

sad would grow up urself..all the bad things r pass. keep moving n bring ur smile n happy. btw............................who hv gal invite to me? /hahahaha

wah ~~~ dint know that so many ppl so charm.~~~ but is ok....sometimes u need to express it out...so thta will feel much better ^^ .. sze was right... we dono wat will happen next or in the future.....So treasure every moment evry second u had now ~~ before is too late ^^

den i tell 1 more story

2 yrs ago, i received a very shocking new, my primary school teacher passed away..

dat time my best gal d frienz called me 1, once i heard it, i cried bside phone very kao uncontrolably...

dat teacher is my most favourite teacher in primary n i m oso his most favourite student in my batch...

she affect me lots..

she started d 1st stem collecting club in our school, den i m stil collecting them until now...

every yr exspecailly new yr, i go to her house to c her n her husband's collection. sumtime my dad not free, his husband even come to my house to fetch me..

den dat yr, i realy bz, i din go, den accident happening to her whole family...

while her whole family went to a mountain for holidays, car crash, my teacher n her son dead. her son is d top student in his batch, received asean scholarship waiting to go singapore study liao d.. den all gone just like dat, sad.........

so treasure everything u hv ba.........

so swt...become love corner di +___+

sue lai share urs oso gg

lolz... my love life is secret nyek nyek nyek XD Razz

Last edited by Blesze on Wed Jul 23, 2008 7:05 pm; edited 1 time in total

dis is so called wu liao d reply e5e5e5
all plz learn ur lesson from here gg

lolz... btw im not d one who started the post oso. cos hor u c who ask me share

(points to sze) so hor pls dun learn from lousy moderator. Cool

if not i delete u sze /gg

Reborned Number of posts : 219 Age : 35 Registration date : 2008-07-11

Swt... t2 u tat fren i noe how he feel... aih! Finally i understand the feeling of commit suicide.. Your whole brain just cant control.. but in this world oway a way out, oway find me or LDO...don even think so dying.. LDO no just a guild aslo can be a place where we all can treat it as your bf/gf.....@@

Btw Sze is true to treasure, so treasure me... /gg

@@ tis room became Record of Breaking Couples.... But let me say once more everyone be a loyal boy or gal...don ever hurt your another half just becos u lov a new guy or gal..
u handsome or beautiful is just appearance , cant tahan long one.. heart most important, be loyalty!But cheap gal n ham sap boy better don wan..don be sad for those poeple

Sleep

Rockin Hard Number of posts : 89 Registration date : 2008-07-19

ham sap boy? which boy would ham sap la? /gg if dun ham sap cant get next generation lo
btw when pc fair? i wan go sapu sapu..../gg

swt, d way tonic speak, is d exactly same wif 1 of my frienz, he super ham sap d e5e5e5e5

Rockin Hard Number of posts : 89 Registration date : 2008-07-19

/heh, then me super ham sap lo? e5e5e5e5!! boy ham sap normal la!!
du ham sap alot lo then b crazy liao @@

wow... such a remarkable tales section... most of the stories told got me touched... especially the 1 t2 talked bout his friend... feel sad for that... apart from that, Sze apparently known as the love pro eh??? He knows so much bout love... need to ask him for some love guides... (ignore my crap =P)

afterall, every1 would have sad and happy times... nobody would just enjoy and smile for eternity... there's a balance in our life... (yin/yang, good/evil, beautiful/ugly)... did i enlighten u guys bout the balance concept??? ok... anyways, i got nth much to share... but would like to talk bout my very very 1st love... lol... (u wouldnt believe how naive i was back then) enjoy reading... =)

Back in year 2005, there lived a wonder boy named, DAGONET... (dun get excited 1st, read on)... he who talked alot of rubbish... he who pawned ppl in CS... he who just joined DOTA... and eventually, something unusual to him... something which had the peculiar feelings to him... he nvr felt it b4... yes... LOVE... (he was extremely sucked that time)

The so called DOTA new guy, joined his fren for dota matches on BLUESERVER... (heard of it???)... and there... he met many virtual friends introduced by his own friends... and 1 nite, there was a player named StupidFish (a female player actually) teamed with DAGONET in one of the matches... and they won!!! woohoo!!! all siao edi... then DAGONET was a fool to talk craps which actually caught StupidFish's attention... StupidFish liked it alot and wanted to have DAGONET's msn.. (wow!!! can u believe that???) and so, they exchanged msn... guess what happened next??? DAGONET couldnt believe he actually got a cute and pretty looking girl's msn... (his 1st =P) and the girl was interested on DAGONET too... (ofcoz la, DAGONET so yeng.. rite ching???)

Nevertheless, the two of them chat chat and chat on msn almost everyday and nite... (from 8pm-7am, imagine how crazy they were)... and so, finally 1 day, they both met up on new year's eve... COUNTDOWN everybody!!! woohoo!!! they both hooked up and fell in love... (DAGONET took the initial step and confessed 1st... ofcoz la... guy ma rite???) well... their relationship went on and on................ for.................... only..................... A WEEK........ Sad

..... the end........
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Reborned Number of posts : 219 Age : 35 Registration date : 2008-07-11

Wa so fast? One week wo? btw u all tok and noe each other like few weeks time and on only 1 week and end? Realli sad wo..Btw Dago yeng? Erm i think to sum people only.. gg!(Don to happy, becos when ching say he is yeng does not mean the whole world agree,maybe is the worse)
Erm t2 story realli touched so much..untill i dare not hurt my gf and also LDO who so loyal and help me so much..

Horrnestly.. All the while LDO have touch me so much! I remember when i 1st met sze and created LDO, i din noe LDO would end up like today which we have painted so much nice memory. one of it was MVP, tat time we day n nite mvp those kam siap MVP(which never drop a weapon) wif only 2 or 3 member, heh.. When time goes on Sue, Sze and kian and me, we getting so close (which i din expect becos 3 of them is acian member)even created Blog to record all da memory..which also touched me! I also din expect i hav such nice member in da begining who help build up LDO in all circumtances.. I keep thinking wan give up LDO.It is becos them, 3 pigs, LDO was still here today, hornestly. They the one who keep ask me never give up LDO.@@ A lot things keep happen in LDO which touch me and will keep going on and going on....like after MVP.... God Quest comes....and LDO 1st Castle......and LDO part 2 which recuited so many nice frenz.....and LDO get GEF 5 oclcok Castle for 2 time(Which we def RA and SOS,becos i saw team work tat y i am touch)....and today I din on9 Member can conperate by themself and get ADB Castle!! All the while, actually LDO was going so smoothly and growing.. only the one and only ching keep thinking giving up...heh. So me as part of LDO i will not give up LDO. LDO wont break just becos we wan to be big or more powerful. LDO just wan to be like now...having all nice pigs togather!XD

Sleep

i can imagine dago is so dilemma while typing as he talk to himself all d time (mayb now he is 50% sot liao e5 sobsob)

about LDO itself, i can oni say its a miracle of our insistence as it nearly disbanded for ard 5 times d.

all things happened r all so amazing!
i rmb dat time, ching n i 1st met n decided to make LDO, i stil dun hv a pala n ching stil a monk, den i said, use pala devo champ not bad, den i made my crurrent pala. after dat i said, if v hv a hp den not bad but would a hp join our dis small guild? den miracle happened!! sue appeared! honestly dis is realy unbelievable to me as dat time hp r relay rare, all owned by geng players. den i said, if v hv a sinx den mayb can go woe? but where to find a sinx? den kian appeared! lol den dat time xeuns knight built is realy zzz to me its very hard to reborn liao d , but ching said nvm just try our best to teach him bot, in d end he bcome LK d

so u all c, for LDO 1st generation, all r miracles, so i hope all dis wil stil b happening n going on in future, all +u heh

Rockin Hard Number of posts : 89 Registration date : 2008-07-19

yesterday d woe, all guild noe LDO liao,/gg something suprise is AOE guild ldr find ching leh...

wat for? looking for ally?

btw i think aoe leader not bad, cos i joined b4.

dat time ldo stil mvp guild, din go woe, den i joined many for fun b4, dreamakerz oso joined b4. but i din go woe for them la, just simply joined oni lol

Rockin Hard Number of posts : 34 Age : 32 Registration date : 2008-07-10

swt, using tis topic to discuss WOE matter?
y don use woe discussion?
anyway, pls son no spam pls

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